I was having writer's block lately. Maybe it's the hormone thing again. Hmmm ... sometimes it's not easy to be a woman. Mood can turn 360 degree especially bila memasuki "prime" age nie. Ada satu masa, I am soooooo in the mood that I could do 4-5 works at the same time. Sometimes, I just want to hibernate and avoid any form of civilisation. And ada satu time ... I just need to get out from KL! Itu yang mencetuskan adrenaline rush last Friday.
So ... I missed my flight last Friday to Penang but sebab dah tak tahan dengan "suasana tegang " di KL sanggup detour from KL Sentral to Puduraya naik bas balik Penang. Oh ya .. suasana tegang in my context tiada kaitan dengan isu hangat sekarang nie. Just that after 12 days bercuti tanpa contact dengan masyarakat luar ... I desperately need a breath of fresh air and companionship of another woman.
While ronda-ronda in Kulim town, Emel and I talked about how a lot of things in our life were unplanned. Like her going to Germany and work in Kulim, me becoming a PTD and work in KL. About a friend whom we thought should be the one "married" to her career instead of us, now finding happiness as a wife and mother. About a friend whom flunked her "A-Level", forced to work and studied part-time (when the rest of the classmates had graduated and settle down), now worked for a multinational company earning a 5 figure salary.
Suddenly I thought ... wouldn't our life be much better if there are little surprises sometimes? The past few years I felt like ... kalau nak sangat benda tu, don't expect it to fall from the sky, have to work hard for it. As long as you do nothing, so expect nothing! So jadi lah tekanan emosi sebab bangun pukul 6 pagi, balik kadang2 pukul 8 malam. By the time reach home maybe pukul 9 malam. Before we know it's already time for bed and sebelum mata puas tido, alarm pulak berbunyi .
And if you want to make something work for you since nobody is doing it for you, banyak pulak halangannya ... like my "ambitious" dream nak tour satu Japan with my office mate (in April 2011) which means I need to cut down expensive expenses like trips to Kuching on festive seasons (when I normally splurge) - CNY, Gawai and Christmas (or off season) or on fine dining or designer's brand. I had no other options since 2008 I used up all my savings for my home renovation. My mum started making noise and my dad is not happy. Though I mengalah ... but I am left with no energy to fix a broken heart, let alone finding a rich boyfriend.
Hmmmm ....
Tiba-tiba teringat dengan Yoyop. Few years back ketika masih aktif mencari SOULmate, myself and Niejah tried to pair her with a guy, whom was quite close to us that time. So one day this guy told us that he got posted to Tawau. Apalagi lah makin berjaya lah rancangan kami untuk menyatukan "dua" jiwa menjadi "satu".
Macam-macam lah kaedah kami bincang dengan this guy mcam mana nak "make him" as a suprise gift to Yoyop. From the Cleopatra Delivery ... you know, him wearing nothing and gulung dengan carpet. So ala2 bila kena delivered, Yoyop just roll the carpet and "ooo la la"... tapi rancangan tu terpaksa dibatalkan kerana takut Memek and Nyanya terus pukul dengan penyapu hehehe
Satu lagi idea was asked Yoyop to gather few female (only) friends kat satu lokasi and lokasi tu ala-ala diserbu oleh "jejaka" ini yang akan berlakon sebagai "pegawai polis" and terus buat strip tease hehehe ... tapi idea ini juga terpaksa dibatalkan kerana takut orang lain yang "terbekenan" ...
I don't know lah kalau sang jejaka nie buat ke tidak seperti yang dirancang sebab kalau ikut plan, Yoyop kena "collect" present dia nie di satu lokasi di mana dia dikesan berdasarkan ribbon hadiah atas kepala heheheh
So apakah reaksi Cikgu Yoyop dengan "suprise gift" dari Cik Rambo dan Niejah the Legend (memang dah legend pun si niejah nie). ... sila komen sikit cikgu hehehe
So ... I missed my flight last Friday to Penang but sebab dah tak tahan dengan "suasana tegang " di KL sanggup detour from KL Sentral to Puduraya naik bas balik Penang. Oh ya .. suasana tegang in my context tiada kaitan dengan isu hangat sekarang nie. Just that after 12 days bercuti tanpa contact dengan masyarakat luar ... I desperately need a breath of fresh air and companionship of another woman.
While ronda-ronda in Kulim town, Emel and I talked about how a lot of things in our life were unplanned. Like her going to Germany and work in Kulim, me becoming a PTD and work in KL. About a friend whom we thought should be the one "married" to her career instead of us, now finding happiness as a wife and mother. About a friend whom flunked her "A-Level", forced to work and studied part-time (when the rest of the classmates had graduated and settle down), now worked for a multinational company earning a 5 figure salary.
Suddenly I thought ... wouldn't our life be much better if there are little surprises sometimes? The past few years I felt like ... kalau nak sangat benda tu, don't expect it to fall from the sky, have to work hard for it. As long as you do nothing, so expect nothing! So jadi lah tekanan emosi sebab bangun pukul 6 pagi, balik kadang2 pukul 8 malam. By the time reach home maybe pukul 9 malam. Before we know it's already time for bed and sebelum mata puas tido, alarm pulak berbunyi .
And if you want to make something work for you since nobody is doing it for you, banyak pulak halangannya ... like my "ambitious" dream nak tour satu Japan with my office mate (in April 2011) which means I need to cut down expensive expenses like trips to Kuching on festive seasons (when I normally splurge) - CNY, Gawai and Christmas (or off season) or on fine dining or designer's brand. I had no other options since 2008 I used up all my savings for my home renovation. My mum started making noise and my dad is not happy. Though I mengalah ... but I am left with no energy to fix a broken heart, let alone finding a rich boyfriend.
Hmmmm ....
Tiba-tiba teringat dengan Yoyop. Few years back ketika masih aktif mencari SOULmate, myself and Niejah tried to pair her with a guy, whom was quite close to us that time. So one day this guy told us that he got posted to Tawau. Apalagi lah makin berjaya lah rancangan kami untuk menyatukan "dua" jiwa menjadi "satu".
Macam-macam lah kaedah kami bincang dengan this guy mcam mana nak "make him" as a suprise gift to Yoyop. From the Cleopatra Delivery ... you know, him wearing nothing and gulung dengan carpet. So ala2 bila kena delivered, Yoyop just roll the carpet and "ooo la la"... tapi rancangan tu terpaksa dibatalkan kerana takut Memek and Nyanya terus pukul dengan penyapu hehehe
Satu lagi idea was asked Yoyop to gather few female (only) friends kat satu lokasi and lokasi tu ala-ala diserbu oleh "jejaka" ini yang akan berlakon sebagai "pegawai polis" and terus buat strip tease hehehe ... tapi idea ini juga terpaksa dibatalkan kerana takut orang lain yang "terbekenan" ...
I don't know lah kalau sang jejaka nie buat ke tidak seperti yang dirancang sebab kalau ikut plan, Yoyop kena "collect" present dia nie di satu lokasi di mana dia dikesan berdasarkan ribbon hadiah atas kepala heheheh
So apakah reaksi Cikgu Yoyop dengan "suprise gift" dari Cik Rambo dan Niejah the Legend (memang dah legend pun si niejah nie). ... sila komen sikit cikgu hehehe
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Huahuahuahuahuahuahuahuahuahua... Status aku skrg adalah seperti status mu di perenggan pertama. Ntah apa yg tak kena. Pening2. PMS kot!!!. Nnt senang2 aku SMS ko, dikhuatiri kalau komen kat sini, aku jg yg trauma nnt.
(Yoyop kena "collect" present dia nie di satu lokasi di mana dia dikesan berdasarkan ribbon hadiah atas kepala). Smpai begitu sekali korg plan ye?. Mgkin dia tak ikut plan korg kot sbb aku tak tau menahu pun psl ribbon.
Adakah makan smbil angkat sblh kaki kat kerusi pun sebahagian dr plan ko dan nijah?. Kes ni menyebabkan aku lbh trauma dan selps pertemuan itu, terus aku delete no. dia dr hp aku. Wahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Kenapa hakak? sekarang dah giveup ke nak cari SOULmate?
Yoyop: Kami pun ndak menyangka dia makan dengan kau sambil satu kaki letak atas kerusi. Yelaahh kalau sudah member mana kita ambik tahu gaya makan mcm mana, duduk mcm mana ... lainlah kalau "cinta sudah malakat". That's why aku hantar msg pada kau malam tu ..."nilailah seseorang itu melalui hati budinya bukan dari giginya" hehehe.
Tapi apakan daya ... bak kata kau sendiri ... mcm mana cinta mau turun dari mata ke hati kalau sudah fail kat gigi hehehe ...
Olpic: Selagi I belum jumpa a Gerard butler ... I rela jadi Mother Theresa ...
J, Cikgu Yoyop, love is a myterious thing indeed. U may hang around with a person for yrs w/o falling in love. Yet, one intro to another person and cupid's arrow can strike home.The mystery is the magic, the illusive big surprise that one may not even realize or recognize when it happens.
Do little surprises add to become a big one?Sometimes yes sometime no.U can plan surprises for fun but fun and games cannot make people fall in love. It's when distance from a person makes one listless and lost, that love begins to creep in. It will happen when it will happen, and u cannot push it or stop it.
Hey, I'm no expert on the subject. The expert is right there, in your heart. Listen to it and you'll know the answer to the mystery.
Rambo mcm dlm mood frust teramat sgt jerrrr! huhuhuhu
Norzah: That's what happened to Yoyop ... she was having what the My Name is Red author would say
".....as soon as our merciless intellects draw (a) bitter conclusion that our hearts refuse, the entire body rebels against the mind."
Listen To Your Heart - how to listen, cupid lost somewhere lah
Semin: Bukan frust sebab cinta tapi frust sebab benda lain.
Jaime, aku sik la bagus nak bagi comment2 yg bernas tok. Tp, one thing for sure, if we dun work out for wat we wanted to achieve, benda ya sik akan dtg agak kita just like tat.. So, whether we want to work harder in things we wanted to get in our life or u can just do nothing about it.
p/s how i wish i can continue to hibernate this long weekend. maybe sik gi kl, coz ada plan nak gi interview. wish me luck, my fren..
Pasal last weekend ya, i think i know why we so so sleepy.. Overdoss oyster, kali nak?? hehe. So, mun ko rasa nak makan fresh oyster ya, u know wat to do n who to look for la..
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